Some days you wake up and your first thought is to instantly go back to bed again. Some days you never seem to catch up with the infinite amount of school work thrown upon your shoulder. And some days all the sad thoughts that bother you from time to time, and that you never seem to get rid of, comes flushing into your face all at once like a tsunami of thought. Let’s just say, today has been one of those days.
I don’t want my blog to be this depressive bundle, by no means. But I want my blog to be real. And life is very real. Sometimes people treat you like crap and it leaves you feeling like crap for a very long time. It leaves you setting up all these unachievable goals for yourself, because you need to feel perfect – need to feel like you can accomplish everything. When the truth is, that it is just being unfair to yourself and doesn’t do anyone any good. Needless to say it only makes the harm bigger. Luckily I know, if not very deep inside, that I will not feel like this forever. Things will get better. Maybe tomorrow? Maybe next week? Maybe next year? I don’t know. But I know it will.
I hope you are all having a good day and if not I hope you trust me when I say it will get better. Sometimes life gives you a little slap in the face, but hey, that’s when you fight back with all the power that you have.
Btw, thank you so much for all the support on my blog, we are now over a 100 followers reading this blog and so many of you just leave the sweetest comments. It warms my heart more than words can say. I really hope I didn’t scare you away today. I promise, I have a really fun blog post set for tomorrow! Like, real fun.
Remember, sometimes life is crap, but it doesn’t mean you are.